Paris Anderson recounts his experiences in Argentina, having moved there with his family when his father accepted the call to be a mission president. He recalls the horrific things he saw, the need he felt to be tough, and the way he turned to drugs to accomplish that. A massive head injury added to his physical, emotional, and mental trauma. Gradually, he gets to a place where he is able to turn and help another, but ultimately he is still uncertain if what he lost would be restored, like it was with Job, or if God has forsaken him.